My Heart...

I am in possession of a heart
In the left side of my chest
It is like an ocean…
With deep water blue…
And sometimes gray…...
Has room for every specious and Lord’s pray…
I am condemned with this heart of mine…
Accused of …its color, the blue, and the gray
My heart lives me, puts me in trouble
Sometimes leads me…
And sometimes leaves me…
Falls into deeper positions…
Takes me to some unknown decisions
It penetrates with my eyes…
It does not listen to my cries
I am going to take charge…
I am going to kill the grudge
I do not need a heart so deep
I will be happy with a tiny puddle
So I can relax and sleep